My fellow blogger Ananya
had raised a question on her blog a few days back. It was actually a question
by one of her readers and it really got me thinking. She asked ‘Is motherhood a choice?’
and I’ll try to answer it based on my understanding
of life so far.
For some reason, motherhood or
let’s say parenthood is a subject which becomes not just a couple’s but
everyone else’s concern. Privacy is a concept that is alien in our society. And
it’s not only the women but men too who, without any shame, pose these questions
to women. What I don’t understand is why is it anybody’s concern whether or not,
or even when, a couple decides to have a baby? I think it’s an extremely private
matter and nobody has the right to interfere or influence this decision apart
from the two individuals in a relationship. Having established that let’s dwell
on the bigger question. Is motherhood a choice?
In India as soon as a woman gets
married she is literally hounded by relatives and neighbors to produce an
offspring. It could be the very next day of the wedding and you would have
shameless relations interrogating the woman if she has any good news. Frankly,
I ignore such people. It’s simple. Those who don’t know where to draw the line
need not be heeded to.
Becoming a mother is a big step in
a woman’s life. Of-course, it’s a big step in a man’s life too. But the amount
of bodily changes and emotional upheaval a woman goes through is really far
more than what a man experiences. And then in India for a working woman it
becomes really hard to juggle both responsibilities especially with the terrible
policies at the work place. More often than not she has to give up her job,
even if for some time, and all her aspirations begin taking a back seat. And
not only that, women are expected to be happy with that kind of sacrifice and
not complain too. After all, according to our society motherhood is all a
woman’s life is about no? Motherhood is great but not when thrust upon forcefully.
It’s not easy for women. Earlier
women in India were made to believe that bearing a child was the essence of
their existence. And perhaps that’s why women never pondered on whether they
really wanted to step in to motherhood or not. Or, even if they did, the voices
were few and far in between. But times change and with that the thought process
of individuals too. Today, mostly in the urban areas, women have begun to
question whether they want to marry or whether they want to have a child. And rightly it is their choice. Every woman has the right to decide for herself what she
wants. After all every individual, whether man or woman, has the right to live
life on his or her own terms. And it holds true for motherhood too. And it
certainly doesn't make the woman a pariah or cold no matter what the society
suggests. It doesn't. You know we as women should begin ignoring this
over-bearing social order of ours. Because the society is not going to spend
sleepless nights with the baby or the society is not going to fund the baby’s
life. The society is not going to reduce the mental stress of unwanted
motherhood. The society is not going to ensure that the aspirations of a woman don't get buried under the duties of motherhood, when the latter is not desired. So what I want to say is such decisions shouldn't be made to please
anyone but oneself.
Lastly but importantly when a woman is in a
relationship it is always better that she lets her partner know of her thoughts
about motherhood, provided she knows that she doesn't want a child at the time
of getting into a relationship. But if she doesn't and the realization strikes
later then she definitely shouldn't smother herself with guilt, after all at
the end of the day she is the one becoming the mother. And hence motherhood is
HER choice. I would also add that a true partner would certainly understand
this kind of decision.
So there no woman should beat
herself up for not feeling excited at the prospect of becoming a mother or not
having ‘bearing a child’
as a priority item on her life’s To-Do
list. As they say it should be to each their own.
PS: I’m not against motherhood but
I’m certainly against those people who push a woman to the brink of breakdown
if she says she’s not ready for a child or if she says that she doesn't want a
child. Leave her alone, leave women alone please!
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